Me and Tho can't seem to get along anymore. The more and more time we spend together the more fights we get into. He even called me a bitch which he promised he would never call me that again or esle we'll break up and I know for a fact if I had left that night we would not be together right now.
All I asked yesterday from him was to just think of a place to take me out one day that's his idea and he started talking about he can't do anything for me because of money which is just an excuse cause if it was money than why does he still take me to eat and take me places that I ask him to go but when I ask him to take me somewhere that he thought up himself he starts talking about bullshit money. He just doesn't want to think of anything fun . I know for a fact when he has another girlfriend he's going to treat her so good and take her to all kinds of places I've never been because thats just how it is . With me thats NEVER GOING TO EVER HAPPEN. We've had this conversation many times before and nothings going to change . I don't even know how to feel about our realationship right now.
Just don't think we're meant to be together anymore. Don't even know if I feel anything anymore. I know I'm not happy. And things that needed to be changed ..Hasn't . I try and try so hard and I just don't think it's worth trying anymore. I just don't know how to let go. I don't how to break it off.
When he makes me sad he doesnt try to fix things . He just waits til I cool off and never talk it out with me so we're never working on anything nor does he try to work anything out with me .
Right now I'm just asking God to please help me out . Please help me find myself I'm so lost in life right now. Everything I thought I wanted doesn't make sense to me anymore. It doesn't seem like this is where I'm surpose to be in life .
